waaaa shaggeeeeeed

So many thing to write!!
too many days nv blog le..
so lets see ...
i miss my home..
the afternoon light on my computer.
the scenery.
lol.
been doing project at ters hse for days.
my home is like a hotel.
where i book in at nite to slp =(
finally todaY! can enjoy the warmth of my home
hahaha.
stupid ideas project.
@!#@!#!

i wonder.
lets call this guy name X
hes utterly shamless , lowdown and a bastard.
lol.
sry for the language .
but yea.
he doesnt want to do project
gif a whole load of stupid excuses just to not do. and at the end, he want the marks. and begs ppl not to fail him
and, he goes around acting pitiful.
should 1 forgive him?
i doubt so

anyway, talked to geneviene
a ultra super dog lover.
she made me feel guilty
been neglecting my dog =(
=(=(
i will make up for it!
today!
yes yes
sincere apologies to my 1 and only son - baby =P
ahhaha

just got scolded for my hp bill
1800 sms.
dunno why so much also
dint really sms so much -.-
sigh
must cut down!

anyway.
theres sth to be happy about
shes not diaoing me anymore! saw her at the mrt and no stare!
weee!
hahahha. -.-

kinda sian of maple
got the kick of dota now
sandking roxs..
burrow strike + epi + dagger = GODLIKE OWNAGE
the thing about dota is, it makes u feel good.
lol
double kill
triple kill
triple kill
GOD LIKEOWNAGE.
im gonna find a sms tone for that.
hahaha
and
nono im not quitting maple.
just taking a longer break,even thou its about a month since my character gain a single % of exp.
poor hermit. stuck at 88
but 88 is a nice number thou.
will chiong when i have my 6 weeks break.
for now. study study study
stupid exams.
mob on thurs !
ahh!

sian, still must do project tmr.. =(
and i need to train up my bowling.
no more ponnings of trainings !!!

ps : i need to buy my nike dunk!!!


I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the seaI want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

all i need is a chance.
cos I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

zzz

just 1 simple quarral
can distance a frenship
if thats how its gonna go.
then let fate take its course.

have stats on monday! ahhh
whats the bad thing about no final year exams
is that u have tests every week
freak!
projects
omgg
screwed..
sis leaving tmr back to aus
bb! ahhaha
more playboy boxers pls.
stun.

beeen super lazy to train my ony
stuck at lv 88 for wat seems like years
been making $ thou
gonna make till 300m baby
=D

went back to sr to take my pw and a lvl chi cert a few days ago
saw many familar faces,
familar areas.
fond memories.
All is but a mirage now..

sadsaddayyyy

sadsadday la
been studying for pacc, like, 8 hours.
and i actually could do the test,
but i just love to forget some stuff at the last momemt and
screwed up the whole damn bloody paper
resigned to a C or a D again.
Haisssss

twisted my arm.
sian
slpt wrong position last night
sounds wrong
but
yah
-.-

tooth ache also
wa damn sway
damn pain
cannot eat of e left side anymore.
=(
will get irritataed easily
boo

my bowling suxs laaa
cant get 150 even
wth
poning too much trainings le.
how?
how!??!

i failed itab
omg omg
i rather commit suicide that retake that module
still got 1 more Ca.
must score!!!!

neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
subsideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
thooooooooooooossssssssseeeeeeee
feeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllliiiiiinnnnnnnngs

life is just. sad.

sway day

wow.
tons of things happened today.
got my loa muwahahha
gonna mug alot soon
decided to stop mapling
im stopping at lv 88,
taking a break =D
yes
my hp screwed today
cant on
cant charged
fk .

dunno why
sigh

sians

sighh
there are so many things i need to do
so many things which i have to do
so many things which i tell myself to do
so many things which i must do
so many things which are critical to me,
but, somehow, somewhere , i would fail to do so.
esp at the most impt moments of my life. I failed.
Encouragement doesnt last,
maybe its just the weak determination.
or its just me.

School was sucky today.
itab = gone
hopefully no forward module for me.
i seriously need to buck up.
period.
for every subject.
exams coming
maple = STOP
mugging starts from now.
yes im going to mug.
pls god help me mug.
frickin tired.
sick of things
sick of happenings
sick of everything.
what truely interests me?
who truely interests me?
someday we'll know.
but certainly not today.

Imagine being the best 1 day
and being the worst the other.
its like a bad injury to a soccer player
since its the world cup fever now,
i shall add more heat to it.
now i understand why sportmen seriously needs lots of determination and endurance, not just physically, but mentally.
i felt that.
yes, it may improve, but certainly not yet.
scalded by flames throughout, ongoing pain.
may winter fall soon, so then the sun will curb and a balance will be created.

omg

i really cant be bothered abt certain things on certain people anymore.
period.