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ppl having 3 times a week training.
what i am doing?
once a week?
lolx.
wat a joke.
stoning is fun.
allows ur mind to wander.
explore the other dimensions.
your inner thoughts.
competi is only 11 days away if im intending to join
yet what am i doing.?
slacking
thinking of other things.
distractions.
can join.
and get last.
must well keep e registration fee and do sth with it.
team singapore?
team shit more likely.
i have only words.
no actions.
sry for my ramblings.
just ignore.
its a waste of time reading.
seriously.

contradicting.

still rmb wat i said during ideas presentation.
that i will nv gif up.
heh.
wheres my motivation
wheres my driving force.
wheres my determination.
wheres zeming?
has he really turned into jarick?
or is he just hiding behind that name

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dunno wat to say.
some things just dun match,
or rather.
not want to.
bleah.
back to slp.