bad day.

is it just me?
everything aint the same anymore.
getting more sianed sianed sianed at bowling.
wheres all my enthuness.
cant blame me.
when wanna train besides normal training days, only me myself and I would be training.
where were the times when there was a partner
to share the joy
to share the pain.
to motivate each other.
those were the days.
all blame is to me actually.
i made the choice
after all.
only depends on my determination now.
dunno how long i can hold on to the promise to bowl when we are in our working lives .
esp now since we are on diff paths.
how long can i keep going
how long can i keep smiling
how long?

those days aint coming back
i keep telling to myself.
but a part of me just want to return
even if its futile
just theres a hope.
a hope.
a hope that things turn out better.
e ans will be revealed on friday.
may the glimmer come true.






















shesnottheoneforu.